None More Negative

One year later and I still cant believe it. This past year has crawled by like a bad dream. I hope you understood the impact that you had on the lives of some of your fans because your death has left us crushed. Now with no new Type O Negative on my horizon I sit here sad and angry. Sad and angry that you're gone while I'm still here. Sad and angry over how unfair it is that you helped save me but there was nothing that I could do to help save you. After all, I was just a fan. A fan that never had the privilege of knowing you personally but cared for and respected you as if I had. Like many others, I looked upon you not just as one of the greatest singer/songwriters of all time but also as a hero. And like many others, I don't want the ride to be over. In this stage of my denial I lose myself in the band that sustains me in my darkest hours. The band that played a major role in my decision not to self destruct out of existence. Thank you Peter, Josh, Kenny, Johnny, and Sal for helping to save my life with all those years of musical perfection. As all of us Type O fans know, music will never sound that good again.